When I finish a draft of a screenplay, it feels good, right, all those wondrous feelings that motivate me to continue writing.
This is when I ship the SP off to a friend to read. And I ask for comments, asking readers to tell me the good, bad, and ugly. Because without the comments, how the heck will I know what needs changing?
Believe me, I have learned the hard way that I don’t want to send e screenplay to agents and/or filmmakers before it’s perfect. Because, once an agent or filmmaker reads a version that needs rewriting, they aren’t going to want to read the next version I write. I get one chance. And one chance only!
So why, when I get a review that gives me what I want - the good, bad, and ugly – do I panic?
Why do I ask myself, what am I doing? Who am I to think I can write a blockbuster screenplay? Why am I wasting my time and energy?
When I get these feelings, I remind myself that screenwriting is a process. I have to work on each story, over and over, until I get it right.
I have written some screenplays that I may never go back to, but some are worth the effort, over and over and over. “A Thousand Miles to Freedom” deserves my attention. So does “Unbelievable”. I am working on a couple of ideas that may or not be worth it. I won’t know until the first draft is written.
I have faced the fact that each screenplay is NOT going to be a home run. And I will gladly accept the “good, bad, and ugly” from the audience! So, thank you, readers. I depend on your help.
Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.